I was calling myself a hustler because I was trying to speak it into existence. You know the young kids call it manifesting your life. Well I’m more of a bullshitter than a hustler because the bullshitter usually say he is this and that but not really that or this. The bullshitter just talk. I’m all talk and no action. I was falsely calling myself a hustler when I’m a person with a 9-to-5 mentality. I even had the nerve to quote Jay-Z, telling people I’m more than a hustler I’m the definition of it. A nigga like me not even skilled at getting money outside a 9-to-5 job. Damn Dame Dash I have failed you but I’m not going back to having a boss. I just don’t want too. I want to be the boss and be around other bosses. Time to find and channel my inner hustler. I’m searching and don’t plan on giving up the search. I am sure if I can’t find it then I’ll learn how to get money, and learn how to double, triple and quadruple the money. I’m just saying I can’t be claiming things I’m not. Also, I’m saying something because I got people near and dear to people saying stop all that bullshitting I’m doing. A nigga even told that if I was really a hustler it would show for itself. I just want to prove to myself that I’m as good as the average hustler. Goes back to talking less and putting that work in to make this money. I can’t have a billion dollar dream with minimum wage work ethic. And if I can’t stop bullshitting at least I got to minimize the amount of bullshitting I do to close to none.
I’m out here making sure that getting money is something that is normal to me. People don’t understand that getting money is a skill. I’m not hustling hard enough. AM I NOT FOCUSED? I must not because making money is not a skill of mine. I like money, damn near love it. So let’s get this money.
It is not enough for me to say that I’m a change. That at a snap of a finger my bad habits and old ways will go away. Nah, it’s not enough. Truth is I got to get off my lazy ass and put in the work for change. I already have the idea of the person I want to become. Now it takes me to work diligently on making sure I become that person. The person I want to change into is more decisive, more brave, more intelligent, and really more than I am now. It takes me identifying my strengths and weaknesses. Then maximizing my strengths and minimizing my weaknesses as much as possible. Also finding out habits that don’t improve my life at all. One of them bad habits is procrastinating. I’m a flawed human being so if I want to be the LeBron James or the Jay-Z of my life I got to put in the work into becoming a new better me. I can’t take the old me with me to the top.
It’s something in me tell me that money is cool but it is not something I should live for. This is more like a random thought every now and then when I’m thinking about getting to the money. I like money more than average man. I wake up to get to the money because I’ve seen it change lives, afforded people freedom and independence, and upgraded lifestyles. I just want to know what is more important than money? Society tells me every day, either directly or indirectly, that I got to have money for this world. It’s harder to eat with no money. No money makes it tougher to find a good home. Ladies barely look at you when you don’t have money. Unless your willing to walk you can’t even get around without money. So if I get random thoughts that money isn’t something to live for what I got to be living for? I’m on my outlaw mentality. Doing men things for men salary. I don’t want to ignore the thoughts but if I have to I will.