Rock out with that Glock like a guitar this just the solo. High class gangster it came up from under the polo. Shots hitting every threat moving feeling like Curry. Tips red hot like some Indian shit so they worry. Heard a million dollars was the value of the bread. Why anybody put so much money on my head. Now I’m giving special invitations to meet the devil. To think they can kill a gifted intelligent rebel. This was the way life once turned rogue. This ain’t for those soft dudes who read vogue.
I like Never Broke Again YoungBoy. This is a passionate young man. People say he doesn’t give a fuck but I think he does. I guess when people say that it’s because they never gave enough passion to anything. Well, it is the hip-hop industry versus NBA YoungBoy, and he is shooting his shit. No, he isn’t letting the bullets fly but his words. His new song I Hate YoungBoy is a direct shot at Lil Durk. I’m part of the problem when I promote the beef but this song was good. I got to salute his production team. It’s him talking about everybody who has taken sides after the killing of King Von. Not even just that. YoungBoy talked about Apple Music for promoting Ahhh Ha by Lil Durk. That song Ahhh Ha is a diss song that Apple Music is promoting all through their service. Don’t get me wrong Ahhh Ha is a better song because it was meant to be a song. The thing is YoungBoy couldn’t have sat back, and let the machine try to make this the #1 song in the world. It was like YoungBoy was shot and spun back immediately to shoot back. Ahhh Ha was potentially career-ending because of the way the industry has been marketing it. Salute to YoungBoy with the retaliation but also salute to both artists for the music. I also hope they keep it music.
Netflix is bold for dropping a racist movie like The Texas Chainsaw Massacre in February. I don’t think I ever watched a TCM until this one. This is Black History Month. People say that TCM is a good movie series, and people want to keep the legend alive. Just push the movie back another month. This new movie is not for black people. The TCM was the winner, and the flag he was claiming was the confederate flag. He killed a whole bus of millennials and gen x because idealistic young people wanted to build a new society in a confederate town. That flag looked as old as the Union. Okay, I might be overexaggerating but check it out. Then the real villain was the black dude because he kicked TCM’s mother out of her own house. Damn, my dude I couldn’t say the TCM was wrong. TCM had the right to kill everybody in his house which was the post holding the confederate flag up. I’ve spoiled it enough but damn. This movie is just not meant for Black History Month.
Listening to podcasts is one of my past times. Currently, I got the 85 South Show in my rotation. Those guys are funny to me. On a recent episode, it was a mention of the movie Goodbye Uncle Tom. I’m a person who enjoys movies. So the mention made me go watch this film. I don’t know if I’m supposed to like the movie but I watched it twice. I’m a defend my ancestors and say my people ain’t go through that. That movie was some wild shit. Goodbye Uncle Tom is a historical satire that is made to look like a documentary. If the title didn’t make you think slave movie. The setting of this movie was the South during the civil war or maybe a little before. I was looking for uncle Tom because they are telling him farewell. It was a lot of uncle Toms. Niggas being extremely kind to masta. It was no need for people to suffer like that or even be put in captivity. I got to make a movie about a bunch of bad niggas who take over a slave ship or a plantation. Niggas that refuse to be slaves and give their motherland. The black man was free before the white man found him in his native land. One thing I learned from watching that movie is that black men have to protect their sexual energy.
Being friends with men who are baby daddies is funny. Baby daddies alway come up with good reasons to be mad, and it be the stupidest shit. Once you hear “this bitch stay tripping”. Either ask what the bitch did or not ask and the nigga will start venting. “Why I told this bitch not to dress my son in yellow, and this bitch done put my son in some goddamn yellow. My family don’t fuck with the color yellow. Have my little nigga dressing like SpongeBob. Plus it was the nigga she talking to got the nigga the shirt. I told her I don’t fuck with her nigga. She lucky she my baby momma because I wouldn’t be fucking with her ass neither. Goddamn bitch get on my nerves.” All you know that is your dawg so in the end you just agree that bitch tripping.
I’m Negus Cyber Group’s first and only combatant. I’m fighting behind Negus Cyber Group. One of the reputations of NCG is to be known to beat people down online and offline. This action will be helping NCG be recognized as the greatest cyber group in the world. Combatants are here to fight for the group. The task is training myself to be a fighter in mind and body. When I die people will say I had a fighting spirit or the will to fight. Whichever sounds better at the service. Going forward it’s being comfortable picking fight over flight.
One of the attributes that I got to keep working on is my street smarts. I don’t care if I’m a square or not it will always be beneficial to be streetwise. The streets give experience and skills that can be used outside the streets. I can’t get into details on these skills but my street people know. Also, I feel as a general you have to be street smart. Being a cyber warfare general is more than just being on a computer. I’m a little street smart but it isn’t enough. The only way to make it enough is to get into the streets and learn. The streets aren’t stopping for anybody. The name and the look might change but the streets will always be the streets.
Of course I’m going to stand up for myself but more importantly I got to stand up for my dreams and ideas. I’m deadass when it comes to becoming a cyber general. I don’t have no time to be following people, trends, plans, and movements when I’m busy creating my own. I’m focused on what I want in life and the legacy that I will be able to leave behind. It’s recognizing that I got to sacrifice to be half as good, and putting the extra work to be half as great. Becoming a cyber general is a new challenge to me but it is my path to computer science. It’s knowing every time I fall I got to get back up. It’s knowing that I have to take the punches, kicks, fighting, yelling, and all that other tough stuff that comes with believing in your dreams. Right now it is only me that believe in my army, the Negus Cyber Group; and that belief has to get strong to were it equals the faith of ten thousand men. It takes one man to change the world so it will be fun seeing what change I will bring.
Generating money as a writer got to be placed in the front of my mind. The Literary Hustle is a reminder that I want to make money. My first dollar as a writer happen a little over a year ago. A dollar or two a day is like a horse seeing hay. Can’t even front.
I was speaking to this chick at this event. She brought up the whole Jim Jones situation of him learning how to tongue kiss from is mom. She go on talking about how black people get molested and don’t say nothing. Real passionate about it. So I interrupt her. I told her how I never learned to tongue kiss before and she should teach me. This chick looked at me for a good 12 seconds just staring. I had to ask was she okay because the look she gave me was confusing. She look like she wanted to tongue me down but also looked like she wanted to punch me in my face. I ain’t want nobody upset so I told her just kidding.