Be my ride or die for the time we are together. That means being down with me thru whatever. I’m here to make you better. Up for showing you how to be clever. I’ll be your protector. Be like your number one stepper. Don’t mind creating memories with you that last forever. I want to be a source of your pleasure. Tongue wrestling and finger popping just to make you wetter. I’m keeping it real so you don’t have to play lie detector. I want to be the cause of your low mental pressure. Give you a love that people can’t measure. You can even spend my cheddar. I’m your investor. Just be my ride or die for the time we are together.
I almost fell victim to a social engineering attack. A person posing as my cousin was trying to get money off me. The hacker almost got me but the way my cousin speak came to my attention. I got to do better. I want to send an attack back. A cyber attack will destroy this memory on their computer or crashes the OS on the person’s system. Honestly, I got to get better. I am not the one to play with especially in that type of way. I’m a warrior. I’ll bring it to your front door. This is equivalent to a person who is trying to rob me with a gun. I need to make a program that tracks this person’s geolocation or maybe I can find an already written program online. All I know is they are part of the Reaper Family. Well, fuck the Reaper Family. I stand on that.
Vince Lombardi once said, “The quality of a person’s life is in direct proportion to their commitment to excellence, regardless of their chosen field of endeavors.” This relates to me wanting to be the best of the best in computers. I’m not as committed to this as I think. Yet I’m still pushing with the learning and figuring out my business. It’s like a slow climb. The thing is I got to know what matters to me. I got to understand the goal underneath the goal. Some people would call it the ‘why’. It’s knowing what is my motivation to make sure that I keep moving up. I want my life to be different. The difference is me becoming rich but still, I want it to be different. This gentleman of computers will improve the quality of his life with diligent work towards my skills and business.
I’m going to be teaching myself different languages. The languages I plan on learning are Russian, Mandarin Chinese, and Spanish. Maybe I learn Japanese and French too. As a polymath, I have to know more languages besides one of my native land. Plus the industry I am entering knowing how to speak, read, and write Russian or Mandarin will give me a great advantage. I should get a Russian or Chinese homegirl to teach me how to speak their tongue.
A movie I’d pitch to Tyler Perry would be about a detective that stops a serial killer. This detective, a black detective, would be trying to solve a case of black men being killed by a serial killer. The serial killer would be a white lady and every time she kills a black man she leaves a Queen of Spades at the scene of the crime. I’ll call the movie Queen of Spades. Really don’t know how I’ll add to that story but I’m sure I can think up a plot, climax , resolution, and all that other stuff for a movie. Maybe make it a black lady detective to show that black women are here to protect their men from white women. Yeah, I can see that being the #1 movie of the year with no plot idea.
As a strategist, the enemy ain’t suppose to know the plan. The enemy isn’t even supposed to know the strategist neither. You heard Sun Tzu if you know the enemy and you know yourself you’ll win every battle. So it’s important for me to constantly switch up who I am. I call myself the mystery humorist for a reason. You are not supposed to understand me as a person. I do feel though if you reading my blog is that you understand me at some level. I just rather be a close book. Being a close book I am better. This is coming from a person with a blog talking about themselves.
The internet has formed new working girls. These working girls are strictly making their money on the internet. The proper term for them is e-whores. Ladies online prostituting their presence on the internet for attention, money, or whatever it is they are looking to satisfy them. Places online like OnlyFan, CamSoda, Instagram, ConnectPal, and other places are making these streetwalkers digital. I’m sure this new trend is safer for the ladies than strip clubs and the streets. Plus the privacy works in their favor depending on how seriously they take OpSec. I ain’t mad at the e-whores for getting their money. I am a bit thrown off at the chicks I do see e-whoring. A lot of these ladies don’t have a hoe bone in them yet they are trying to hoe. I guess since it’s a digital thing it opens the door to more ladies than the typically expected ones. Salute to the women in the digital age that are getting their money through the sex work.
It is not enough for me to say that I’m a change. That at a snap of a finger my bad habits and old ways will go away. Nah, it’s not enough. Truth is I got to get off my lazy ass and put in the work for change. I already have the idea of the person I want to become. Now it takes me to work diligently on making sure I become that person. The person I want to change into is more decisive, more brave, more intelligent, and really more than I am now. It takes me identifying my strengths and weaknesses. Then maximizing my strengths and minimizing my weaknesses as much as possible. Also finding out habits that don’t improve my life at all. One of them bad habits is procrastinating. I’m a flawed human being so if I want to be the LeBron James or the Jay-Z of my life I got to put in the work into becoming a new better me. I can’t take the old me with me to the top.